September 01, 2007
~ Randomly...
September is here. The longest year in the month.
An autumn hibernation.
xxx
Somewhere down memory lane, Merlin told this evil witch (or something like that) that once you are forgotten, you cease to exist.
I almost fervently wish that I will be forgotten, especially in this month, on that day when many, many Americans will remember as the day their country is under attack.
I had that dream. Where no one remembered and it came and it went, and I didn't even care. In fact, I felt relieved no one bothered. It's what I look forward to. To not be remembered.
Bblics darling asked, 'Even if I forget?'
Yes. Even if you forgot. One less burden. Let's try to celebrate the other 364 days. Or 363. If you are like me.
I really have this fear of having people celebrate my birthday for me. Because I will always remember how they may no longer be around for the next birthday. Makes me depressed just thinking about it. Makes me even more depressed knowing this month is the same month that I had to walk away from her.
xxx
The autumn person in dread of autumn. The inevitability of complication.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 00:29